So, on Monday, I found out that M is now with someone else. Well, I kinda sorta maybe wanted to make him jealous. So, I remembered that there's this other kid in my seminary class, S. M and I have hypothesized that S likes me. He's made certain weird comments like "If your name was a Facebook status, Tia, I'd like it", that made me think that our hypothesis was right.
Well.....hmmm. Yesterday I was talking to S after seminary, and he said something, and I said "what, are you suggesting that I like you?" Of course, I kinda actually did. But, he said "It doesn't matter...I'm gay anyway." Burn!
So, of course, I felt like an idiot. I asked (more like told) him to leave. But no, he stalks me down to Skunkworks instead, and proceeds to suggest that I need someone to stay with me until I cool down. Of course, I said the only person who could calm me down is my friend C -- well, that started us walking around the school, C and S purposely annoying me and then laughing about it, and them talking about random stuff while I tried to figure out a chemistry problem.
Then, lunch ended, and we all went our separate ways....still, the most interesting lunch. Lol. I have to say -- this is the strangest way I've ever had a boy tell me that he doesn't like me....but it still hurts.
To make matters worse, I was talking about dance later that night at the dinner table. The topic turned to how hilarious it would be if Dietrich(my 13 year old brother) took a dance class. My Dad then said "Honestly, I'm glad you don't want to go into dance. A lot of the boys that go into dance have something odd about them". Hmmm...wonder what that oddity could be? My mom then said "let's not talk about it." I was so mad -- it's like, don't you dare say anything bad about gay people. Yeah, I know it's wrong, but let's hate the sin, not the person.
Well, that's my crazy life!
are saying that gay is a sin???
ReplyDeleteThe real sin in homosexuality is acting upon those feelings. (From a talk given by one of the apostles on LDS.org)
ReplyDeleteAs a dancer, it is true there are some odd boys there, but you'll find them no matter your subject. There's also soo many types of dance, like ballroom, ballet, modern, etc. Dancing is a good way to express emotion and feeling :)
all im going to say that is IMPOSSIBLE for a gay person to like the opposite sex. so by saying that they shouldnt act upon those feelings is like saying someone shouldnt love anyone. and it is DISCRIMINATION to say something like that
ReplyDeleteI like this person who just commented. Little Elf has a good point. There should be no hard feelings against gay people. I have a few friends that are gay, and they are awesome. Now, I am not gay, and those guys don't try to convince me to become gay. It seems to me like you're trying to get this "S" guy to go straight. Don't do that! I'm sure it doesn't make him happy. Let him steer his own ship, and you steer yours. That's all I'm saying.
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